You ever have that Dream?

you ever have that dream...
by samantha lorraine galang
you ever have that dream,
that was SO realistic
u woke up feeling different about the person u dreamt about?
startled, thinking u need a physical cuz ur blood pressure is sky limit
ur heart bangs two step beats on ur ribcage
ur breath races...desparately gathering to regain composure
it hurts to rise out of this painful stagnation but its so necessary
i know dreams are ur subconscious magnified...
or at the very least thoughts or feelings, you didnt know existed, dancing circles around the obvious...

so man, i guess the answer is to just
let it go
whether God is trying to say,
"damnit, wake up Samantha and listen to Me!"
or maybe i'm just sick and tired of being sick and tired (so cliche but true)
ur only as lame as the situation u stay in despite its worthlesness
ur only as worthless as the time u waste on him despite his onesidedness
guilty of being a lame duck
complacent
stop crying over spilled milk and WALK AWAY
or better yet, heal
without excuses
for him and your own actions or lack thereof
just unpack that baggage
and start fresh def
like a million bucks
its morning.
its a new day.